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Monday, October 02, 2006
ok now is actually the time to do up my report, due on wednesday. but damn, dont i feel lazy!
just wanted to pass some time, take my mind off things, (actually i dun feel like doing anything anymore for tonight hahahahaha) and yeah, just relax my ass out.
went to hard rock cafe to celebrate my meimei's birthday! happy 20th birthday XiuSi! and the dumb thing was, we both arrived at the restaurant, feel pretty hungry. and guess what, the whole dinner, we only order ONE starter, and ONE salad and we both were full! hahahaha and mind, im not a small eater man. lol. the portion is that huge loh, catering to the angmoh's appetite.
sipping a lychee martini and talked the night away! i only see her once every half a year. so sad can? ):
something to look forward to!
my birddays is comings!
anybody wanna celebrate with me? (:
just wanted to pass some time, take my mind off things, (actually i dun feel like doing anything anymore for tonight hahahahaha) and yeah, just relax my ass out.
went to hard rock cafe to celebrate my meimei's birthday! happy 20th birthday XiuSi! and the dumb thing was, we both arrived at the restaurant, feel pretty hungry. and guess what, the whole dinner, we only order ONE starter, and ONE salad and we both were full! hahahaha and mind, im not a small eater man. lol. the portion is that huge loh, catering to the angmoh's appetite.
sipping a lychee martini and talked the night away! i only see her once every half a year. so sad can? ):
something to look forward to!
my birddays is comings!
anybody wanna celebrate with me? (:
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Sooooooo many things have happened since I last updated in here. Its kind of fun when these things go in here, coz most of the time I dunno how to tell others, dunno how to put them in words, or plainly dunno how to express myself. Write it here and its all done. Targeted at no one in particular, talking to no one, yet everyone who reads this shit noes what im trying to say. New medium for releasing, hahaha, at least not Children of Bodom though I must agree that CoB is a really good way of releasing too. Wahahahaha u dunno what the hell im trying to say don’t u? that’s what makes it so much fun.
First and foremost, im very proud to say that ive gotten rid of my dumbass Aprilia! Goodbye and I wont miss u. stupid bike that made a whole mess of my life. Hope your new owner showers lots of love… I mean money on u. I must say again, I wont miss u!
And so everything goes back to normal right? Except me being very broke. Really very broke. Cheese~ slowly work, slowly save money, and I still have stuff to clear. have a lot of plans currently though it is just plain not feasible to carry them out now. Slowly lah dey, one step at a time. Patience is the essence. (:
and the reason why im here to blog out of the blue today is *drum rolls* …..
I just finished my exams wahahahahaha.
Another month of freedom I guess, no worrying about academic stuff. then its down to 2 last module and I wanna say shit u Singapore polytechnic I just don’t love u no more! Kekekeke.
And then its down to army. Where its not for fame, or fortune, then for f***? Lol.
BUT!!!! BUT!!! I don’t have to roll in the mud, yes I will have a good life through my stint. My major heart op and my eczema is enough to keep me out of any shit which I dun think I wanna go through. Who noes, I might even get my way if I say wearing the army uniform gives me rashes. So I serve my army wearing polo-t and pants for 2 years? Sounds good. (:
But then again, as good as it gets, I only get to sleep like 4 or 5 hours for every 2 days. 2 days’s worth of sleep should be worth like 16 hours, im getting one-third. This skin condition is too much to bear, even though I have prescribed anti-itch pills and sleeping pills, the itch gets so intense that I wont get to sleep.
Like ytd, finished studying and went to bed at 2am. Rolled about in bed, itchy, cant get to sleep, struggling all the way until 7am until I give up and I went to shower and head for the exam straight without any sleep. Sounds good. Good my ass.
Poor me, please guys, I pray to Dear Lord. May all of you need not endure the pain of eczema.
Take care guys!
First and foremost, im very proud to say that ive gotten rid of my dumbass Aprilia! Goodbye and I wont miss u. stupid bike that made a whole mess of my life. Hope your new owner showers lots of love… I mean money on u. I must say again, I wont miss u!
And so everything goes back to normal right? Except me being very broke. Really very broke. Cheese~ slowly work, slowly save money, and I still have stuff to clear. have a lot of plans currently though it is just plain not feasible to carry them out now. Slowly lah dey, one step at a time. Patience is the essence. (:
and the reason why im here to blog out of the blue today is *drum rolls* …..
I just finished my exams wahahahahaha.
Another month of freedom I guess, no worrying about academic stuff. then its down to 2 last module and I wanna say shit u Singapore polytechnic I just don’t love u no more! Kekekeke.
And then its down to army. Where its not for fame, or fortune, then for f***? Lol.
BUT!!!! BUT!!! I don’t have to roll in the mud, yes I will have a good life through my stint. My major heart op and my eczema is enough to keep me out of any shit which I dun think I wanna go through. Who noes, I might even get my way if I say wearing the army uniform gives me rashes. So I serve my army wearing polo-t and pants for 2 years? Sounds good. (:
But then again, as good as it gets, I only get to sleep like 4 or 5 hours for every 2 days. 2 days’s worth of sleep should be worth like 16 hours, im getting one-third. This skin condition is too much to bear, even though I have prescribed anti-itch pills and sleeping pills, the itch gets so intense that I wont get to sleep.
Like ytd, finished studying and went to bed at 2am. Rolled about in bed, itchy, cant get to sleep, struggling all the way until 7am until I give up and I went to shower and head for the exam straight without any sleep. Sounds good. Good my ass.
Poor me, please guys, I pray to Dear Lord. May all of you need not endure the pain of eczema.
Take care guys!
Sunday, July 30, 2006
its finally over. its really finally over!
this had been such a nightmare. such a horrible nightmare.
the huge weight had finally been lifted off my shoulders.
makes me think twice about committing myself in future.
i have to thank a very special someone, who never gave up on me, who gave me support all these while, who never was turned off by me.
thanks! (:
exams next. finish the dumb thing and im soon on my way to graduation!
(: (: (:
this had been such a nightmare. such a horrible nightmare.
the huge weight had finally been lifted off my shoulders.
makes me think twice about committing myself in future.
i have to thank a very special someone, who never gave up on me, who gave me support all these while, who never was turned off by me.
thanks! (:
exams next. finish the dumb thing and im soon on my way to graduation!
(: (: (:
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
everything is just turning upside down in 12.
tired tired tired.
maybe i should just disappear? maybe?
tired tired tired.
maybe i should just disappear? maybe?
Thursday, December 08, 2005
its been long since i wrote here, where had i been? been writing all the same, but on microsoft word. yes, endless reports weighing me down like anything. if u ever read harry potter from book 5 onwards, the amount of homework is like the size of Grawp. hehehehe u noe what im talking about, dont u? (:
-i dun wanna close my eyes, i dun wanna fall asleep coz i miss u, babe-
so finally, today is thursday, which means the report due on wednesday is passed up, the report due on friday, which is tmr, is completed. now im left with a silly journal to complete, and another tiny little part of a report due on monday, then ill have to start studying for tests which is happening for most of next week. once next week is over, it means 2 weeks of break, time for some relaxation! wooh! (:
-i still miss you babe... and i dun wanna miss a thang-
yup, as i said, today is thursday, and i say it must have been long since i had the time to be sitting in this chair typing leisure stuff while listening to good music, loud. yeah, im listening to good music, that's what those in italics are. bear with me yeah. hahahaha. im in a good mood. (:
-still i wonder if u noe, how it really feels, to be left outside alone, when its cold out here, well maybe u should noe! just how it feels, to be left outside alone, to be left outside alone. i tell u ALL MY LIFE ive been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way, been living in a fantasy without meaning, its not okay, i dun feel safe! I need u, here!-
tongy's at a silly camp. yes i would say silly becoz there's only 10+ people attending the camp. lol yes they made it compulsory, so naturally, everyone is missing. people getting away with some fucking stupid reason like "oh im working" lol go to hell. seems like she didn't have a choice too. she's one of the organisers for the camp so it would look silly if u organised the camp and u didn't go for it? lol anyways, she still went, and the funny thing i heard from her is that since there is too little people for a campfire, they're going out to watch a movie at night. lol a movie during a camp. maybe i should raise it up to the Ministry of Defence that we ought to have movie breaks from time to time in NS, complete with popcorn and nachos, so that the soldiers get some enjoyment. lol that's abit far. its like getting a fighter jet to make a landing on a sampan. impossible. -_________-"
-whyyyyy... should i careeeee? coz u weren't there, when i was scared, i was so alone!-
ok that's tongy. lately i met up with xiusi, which is my dearest meimei. we share a really special relationship, just like brother and sister. she's just a magical figure to me. i wouldn't have imagined how i could cope when i was really really down. i dun seem to find any barrier when im talking to her. just comfortable and anything that i want to say. she's lately been harassed by a son of a bitch, but i wont go into that. i met her up on sunday after her work. this girl is working at Fullerton Hotel! u noe? lol. she's on attachment there, and she's never failing to remind me how handsome the General Manager is, making myself feel really lousy hahahahahaha. but yeah, i met her up at suntec, and SOMEBODY WAS LATE BY A WHOLE FREAKING HOUR!!!!!!!! somebody! i wont say who, somebody. no wait, did i say somebody? it wasn't me! wait, i shouldn't have said that. but yeah im not going to tell u who was late by an hour. i only noe it wasn't me. oh shucks, even a pig is not stupid twice, i really shouldn't have said that.
-im here without u baby, but ure still on my lonely mind! i think about u baby, and i dream about u all the time! im here without u baby, and ure still with me in my dreams! and tonight, its only u and meeeeee! everything i noe, and anywhere i go, it gets harder but it wont take away my love. when the last one falls, when its all said and done, it gets harder but it wont take away my love.-
and yeah, we went kenny rogers to eat. the food was okay, not fantastic but not bad. yeah, so we chatted slowly, got quite full so we went to walk walk. and i brought her to Xu Liu Shan! the hongkong dessert place beside Lido. its pretty expensive, but yeah, i really like the dessert there. mango pudding with fresh fruits, simply cant resist! hahaha. talking and laughing most of the time. but yeah, i havent seen her for quite a time. so im happy that i managed to catch up with her! my dearest meimei.
-i can hear your soul crying, listen to your spirit sighing...-
and i also managed to catch up with my nice jiejie on friday. we went to eat dinner together and we shopped for books. i saw quite a few titles i would be interested, but sadly, spending money on books was never my thing. so yeah. she's as cute as ever, just that she started playing tarot cards lately and there's something about her that scares me, but nvm, i trust that she'll manage it well.
mandi is coming to singapore early february, just wonderful. i swear i wont let this time fly by me like the last time. i only met her up like 2 times? i was so fricken busy and i shall admit that i took her presence in singapore for granted. it was stupid of me, yeah i noe. it wont happen again. (: spending quality time with quality friends is something that i will never get tired of. im waiting for early february!
havent seen red bean for quite some time too. we've got a bowling date, a fishing date and a gaming date. and this sunday, we're going Creative. i dunno what he wants to buy, but i think im buying speakers and a graphics card. i dunno though. depends on my budget. hehehehe im going to be considerably richer (note the use of word: richER, means it isn't really very rich hahahahahaha) this weekend, but yeah, being the miser i am, i wont spend the money anyhow. lol i would be more contented with the money lying in the bank. (:
come a rainy day, i will...............
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..........
buy an umbrella. -___________________-"
the weather's crazy. its so sunny by day, so bloody hot, that i swear that at night i will switch on the air-con, but then when it gets dark, it becomes cooler, so i decide to do without the air-con, and about 2 or 3am, i wake up swearing about the hot weather. hahahahahahahaha. im warning u, Mr Hot (full name Hot Weather), stop pissing me off.
that's about it. take care folks! hope to catch u guys up too! (:
-the final countdown, ohhhhh, hoooo hoooo, its the final countdown!-
-i dun wanna close my eyes, i dun wanna fall asleep coz i miss u, babe-
so finally, today is thursday, which means the report due on wednesday is passed up, the report due on friday, which is tmr, is completed. now im left with a silly journal to complete, and another tiny little part of a report due on monday, then ill have to start studying for tests which is happening for most of next week. once next week is over, it means 2 weeks of break, time for some relaxation! wooh! (:
-i still miss you babe... and i dun wanna miss a thang-
yup, as i said, today is thursday, and i say it must have been long since i had the time to be sitting in this chair typing leisure stuff while listening to good music, loud. yeah, im listening to good music, that's what those in italics are. bear with me yeah. hahahaha. im in a good mood. (:
-still i wonder if u noe, how it really feels, to be left outside alone, when its cold out here, well maybe u should noe! just how it feels, to be left outside alone, to be left outside alone. i tell u ALL MY LIFE ive been waiting for you to bring a fairytale my way, been living in a fantasy without meaning, its not okay, i dun feel safe! I need u, here!-
tongy's at a silly camp. yes i would say silly becoz there's only 10+ people attending the camp. lol yes they made it compulsory, so naturally, everyone is missing. people getting away with some fucking stupid reason like "oh im working" lol go to hell. seems like she didn't have a choice too. she's one of the organisers for the camp so it would look silly if u organised the camp and u didn't go for it? lol anyways, she still went, and the funny thing i heard from her is that since there is too little people for a campfire, they're going out to watch a movie at night. lol a movie during a camp. maybe i should raise it up to the Ministry of Defence that we ought to have movie breaks from time to time in NS, complete with popcorn and nachos, so that the soldiers get some enjoyment. lol that's abit far. its like getting a fighter jet to make a landing on a sampan. impossible. -_________-"
-whyyyyy... should i careeeee? coz u weren't there, when i was scared, i was so alone!-
ok that's tongy. lately i met up with xiusi, which is my dearest meimei. we share a really special relationship, just like brother and sister. she's just a magical figure to me. i wouldn't have imagined how i could cope when i was really really down. i dun seem to find any barrier when im talking to her. just comfortable and anything that i want to say. she's lately been harassed by a son of a bitch, but i wont go into that. i met her up on sunday after her work. this girl is working at Fullerton Hotel! u noe? lol. she's on attachment there, and she's never failing to remind me how handsome the General Manager is, making myself feel really lousy hahahahahaha. but yeah, i met her up at suntec, and SOMEBODY WAS LATE BY A WHOLE FREAKING HOUR!!!!!!!! somebody! i wont say who, somebody. no wait, did i say somebody? it wasn't me! wait, i shouldn't have said that. but yeah im not going to tell u who was late by an hour. i only noe it wasn't me. oh shucks, even a pig is not stupid twice, i really shouldn't have said that.
-im here without u baby, but ure still on my lonely mind! i think about u baby, and i dream about u all the time! im here without u baby, and ure still with me in my dreams! and tonight, its only u and meeeeee! everything i noe, and anywhere i go, it gets harder but it wont take away my love. when the last one falls, when its all said and done, it gets harder but it wont take away my love.-
and yeah, we went kenny rogers to eat. the food was okay, not fantastic but not bad. yeah, so we chatted slowly, got quite full so we went to walk walk. and i brought her to Xu Liu Shan! the hongkong dessert place beside Lido. its pretty expensive, but yeah, i really like the dessert there. mango pudding with fresh fruits, simply cant resist! hahaha. talking and laughing most of the time. but yeah, i havent seen her for quite a time. so im happy that i managed to catch up with her! my dearest meimei.
-i can hear your soul crying, listen to your spirit sighing...-
and i also managed to catch up with my nice jiejie on friday. we went to eat dinner together and we shopped for books. i saw quite a few titles i would be interested, but sadly, spending money on books was never my thing. so yeah. she's as cute as ever, just that she started playing tarot cards lately and there's something about her that scares me, but nvm, i trust that she'll manage it well.
mandi is coming to singapore early february, just wonderful. i swear i wont let this time fly by me like the last time. i only met her up like 2 times? i was so fricken busy and i shall admit that i took her presence in singapore for granted. it was stupid of me, yeah i noe. it wont happen again. (: spending quality time with quality friends is something that i will never get tired of. im waiting for early february!
havent seen red bean for quite some time too. we've got a bowling date, a fishing date and a gaming date. and this sunday, we're going Creative. i dunno what he wants to buy, but i think im buying speakers and a graphics card. i dunno though. depends on my budget. hehehehe im going to be considerably richer (note the use of word: richER, means it isn't really very rich hahahahahaha) this weekend, but yeah, being the miser i am, i wont spend the money anyhow. lol i would be more contented with the money lying in the bank. (:
come a rainy day, i will...............
...........
...........
..........
buy an umbrella. -___________________-"
the weather's crazy. its so sunny by day, so bloody hot, that i swear that at night i will switch on the air-con, but then when it gets dark, it becomes cooler, so i decide to do without the air-con, and about 2 or 3am, i wake up swearing about the hot weather. hahahahahahahaha. im warning u, Mr Hot (full name Hot Weather), stop pissing me off.
that's about it. take care folks! hope to catch u guys up too! (:
-the final countdown, ohhhhh, hoooo hoooo, its the final countdown!-
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
endless reports...
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no time for myself.
morning go school.
afternoon/evening time come back.
evening/night time rush and rush report.
night/midnight time go shower.
midnight go sleep.
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repeat.
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no time for myself.
morning go school.
afternoon/evening time come back.
evening/night time rush and rush report.
night/midnight time go shower.
midnight go sleep.
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repeat.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
couldn't bear to leave.